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What scares me…

Is that one day you’ll leave me…

And if you do… You technically will take all of me with you..

I will be left with nothing…

A lifeless body just trying to get through day by day…

And the worst part is… 

You’ll be perfectly fine while i’m all broken up into pieces…

Yes I am insecure… because I’ve got my whole world to lose if I don’t have you.

But I trust you. I love you. And i know deep indside my heart, that it will never happen. 

I hope you are the same way too.

Those little things…

Funny how love goes. Its not easy, its not always happy. There are times when you are in pain. But the most unexpected part in love is the little things that actually means the most. For example today, i kinda got jealous when i saw his ex gf’s name pop up on his phone screen. I know, we girls get insecure easily but hey, thats a good thing trust me. I felt the pain of knowing that i was never the first one to make him fall in love. Then all of a sudden, he looked at me and asked me whats wrong. Just like that he knew. He knew it was about that and he explained the whole thing to me. Then he took me in his arms and hugged me tight and kissed me. Reassuring me that I am the only one for him. That little gesture he did in the end… Its something that will always stick in my mind. It quickly healed the pain that i experienced. Many might see it as just a simple gesture, but to me it meant the world.

Another little thing that made me so inevitably happy was when he showed me a comment that his cousin wrote. Joking about him marrying and how he should buy a wedding ring. Its that simple things that hits me. I know its for fun but i cant help but smile. Cuz i know deep inside i am hoping for that day to come :)

The things we do for love. Its all worth it in the end. :)

So yea, like I was saying. The little things are important. I can’t stress that enough. Enjoy those little things, cuz thats what going to be one of you best memories when you look back from the future.

Alam kong…

1. Hindi ako ang first mo
2. Hindi ako ang pinaka maganda
3. Hindi ako perfect
4. Hindi ako experienced
5. Hindi ako ang pinaka matalino
6. Hindi ako marunong sa lahat ng bagay

Pero dapat malaman mo rin na…

Hinding hindi kita iiwanan katulan ng ginawa nila. PROMISE ko yan.

Hindi man ako first, pero ako ang last mo :) sakin ka na.

Hindi man ako maganda, pero maganda ang kalooban ko para lang sayo.

Hindi man ako perfect, pero ang pagmamahal ko sayo ay perfecto.

Hindi man ako experienced, pero aalamin ko lahat ng kailangan malaman para lang sayo.

Hindi man ako pinaka matalino, pero aaralin ko ang lahat na tungkol sayo.

Hindi man ako marunong sa lahat ng bagay, pero pinaka magaling ako sa isa….

YUN AY MAHALIN KA <3

Yun bang…

gusto mo siyang mag selos, for once, para naman maramdaman niya yung nararamdaman mo…pero hindi mo kaya kasi GANUN MO SIYA KAMAHAL at sa isip pa lang na masasaktan mo siya eh nasasaktan ka na din.

YES. YUN YON!

GRABE LANG TALAGA PAGMAMAHAL KO SAYO!

Yes. Girls can easily get jealous but…

Its an instinct. It’s not like we do it on purpose.

We just like to protect what we have…

Come on boys, we know you guys get jealous too. Sure, not as much as we do but that’s because we (girls) try as much as possible to avoid putting you guys in that situation. We know how it feels. I guess you guys can say that we are emotional… but that’s a good thing.

We tend to dissect the littlest things that you guys do. We get butt-hurt from the teeny tiniest mistakes that you’ve done. But in the end, we are also the only people in this world that appreciate the SIMPLEST THINGS that you guys do for us. Those unexpected hugs, cute smiles, ‘good morning’ texts, forehead kisses, and “i love you”s mean the world to us. 

So the next time you guys think how crazy emotional or jealous we get… think of it as a good thing…

…Cuz if your girl doesn’t express any of those feelings, it’s possible that she doesn’t care about you anymore.